friends forever?

i think not.
lately, i've been very angry and blue
at my friendships with people.
It seems like they've all left me, all my good friends in school (except sarah of course,
she's so loyal) have either backstabbed me or gossiped about me.
I don't dislike them, I just don't get it.
What did I do wrong?
Gah, deletedeletedelete.
Forgive and forget.
That's what I should do(:
And maybe I should apologize too.

If you forgive those who sin against you, your heavenly Father will forgive you. But if you refuse to forgive others, your Father will not forgive your sins. (Matthew 6:14-15)